Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Saturday, May 31, 2008

My new life

Sorry I haven't posted in a year or so, I'll try harder to update. So, my boyfriend Mason and his family are finally selling there house, don't worry they aren't moving away its actually 45 minutes closer. I doubt distance will matter we still won't see each other. You see we haven't technically seen each other before, we meet through one of my ex/old friends -his ex girlfriend- who now hates me 'cause she said something to me that upset me. That's when Mason realized I was upset so he pushed me to tell him what was wrong, and when he found out he freaked out on my friend after I specifically told him not to say anything to her. After he yelled and threatened her a few times she some how managed to be mad at me-me off all people even thought if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't have been yelling at her. But oh well we weren't the best of friends anymore so it's not like I was mad at him or anything, and it's not the only friend he has interfered with me hanging around with either, so that softened the blow a little. He without a doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me. Although to others it may seem as though hes running my life and controlling everything I do, I kind of need the guidance. To anyone else I wouldn't admit to this but I have done so many horrible things its not even funny, and he is trying his hardest to get me away from those things. He knows whats best for me and my health that's why he won't let me party or drink or do anything most of the people my age are doing. And hes helping my health by keeping me happy, that may sound weird or funny to you but that's something I need to stay alive. Oh and my sister is planning on coming tomorrow, secretly I hope she actually can get here even thought I am upset she didn't come today like she promised, I really do hope she can come. Well that's all for now see yea tomorrow.