Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Saturday, May 31, 2008

My new life

Sorry I haven't posted in a year or so, I'll try harder to update. So, my boyfriend Mason and his family are finally selling there house, don't worry they aren't moving away its actually 45 minutes closer. I doubt distance will matter we still won't see each other. You see we haven't technically seen each other before, we meet through one of my ex/old friends -his ex girlfriend- who now hates me 'cause she said something to me that upset me. That's when Mason realized I was upset so he pushed me to tell him what was wrong, and when he found out he freaked out on my friend after I specifically told him not to say anything to her. After he yelled and threatened her a few times she some how managed to be mad at me-me off all people even thought if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't have been yelling at her. But oh well we weren't the best of friends anymore so it's not like I was mad at him or anything, and it's not the only friend he has interfered with me hanging around with either, so that softened the blow a little. He without a doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me. Although to others it may seem as though hes running my life and controlling everything I do, I kind of need the guidance. To anyone else I wouldn't admit to this but I have done so many horrible things its not even funny, and he is trying his hardest to get me away from those things. He knows whats best for me and my health that's why he won't let me party or drink or do anything most of the people my age are doing. And hes helping my health by keeping me happy, that may sound weird or funny to you but that's something I need to stay alive. Oh and my sister is planning on coming tomorrow, secretly I hope she actually can get here even thought I am upset she didn't come today like she promised, I really do hope she can come. Well that's all for now see yea tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Im back

Hey, It's been so long since I've posted or even looked at this thing. Wow so much has happend i died my bangs purple and then pink. I graduated into a new school, I just recently developed asthma after having broncitis. I broke my phone from talking on it to my friend for such a long time and ruined my battery, so there for as soon as i go to town i am going to get a new battery for my phone. Hopefully soon when i get the new battery for my phone i will get my hair cut again up to shoulder length/layering and highlight it blonde and lowlight it black. I dont care what my parents say im paying for it anyways. well wish me luck at my new school bye.

Friday, August 25, 2006

the fair

I'm sorry if I don't update enough for you guys but your just gonna have to deal with it. Cause I can't update every day like other people. Anyways I'm going to the fair with Brandy, Rachel, and Sarah. Carissa would go but she just must be with her bf. So she isn't going. I'll try to update as soon as I can to say what happend at the fair with Rachel. Today was my first day of school today and one of my friends I have every class with.Awesome!! My friend should be at the fair tonight.well ttyl lata

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Lots to say!!!

Well I'm just gonna start talking. Thursday, my friend Jake (LAST NAME CANT TELL). Was in an motor bike wreck in front of my house he is now in the St. Louis hospital called Barnes for children. He has a fractured skull and they just took him out of intensive care I helped stop traffic so they didn't run over him and the U.P.S. guy dialed 911. Friday I went shopping and bought lots of new outfits for school and they are awesome. We went to the St. Louis mall, I got a new swim suite and new tennis shoes and a new backpack which is so cute. After shopping my mom, aunt, and grandma, and I went to Olive Garden. Then went back to the hotel and went to the hotel swimming pool. We didn't go to bed till 2a.m. Yesterday we went to the mall again and then other stores and then Red Lobster. I got my ears pierced a third time. Today I went to church and found out that a nether kid died from a motor bike wreck and thought it was Jake. Now I'm at my cousins house like usual. We watched some football games until Carissa called. All day someone has been texting me I didn't know the number but I could still text them back. Anyways I had no clue that Aprils friend Heidi was the culprit. She said she was Bob Hogouse I knew that wasn't a real person cause that is the fakest name ever. She finally confessed and asked if I was mad.... Just to get her back for getting me. I said I'm not mad I'm annoyed don't ever text me again. And then I text April and asked if I scared her friend and she said no after she called me. It was pretty funny they thought they would scare me I said she should now me better and that that stuff don't scare me. Well that's all I got to go later.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Dude!!!

OMG! Today I went to church and I had to be in Brandy's class again because, once again Tammy was late. Last night was a blast! The church was packed. Today when Tammy, Jared, Micheal, and Jake got there all Jake did was stare at me! Like when I got up to go to the bathroom all he did was stare at me. I came back and he would watch me sit down. Freaky but funny...In a way. Well after church I went with my dad and Brandy's parents fourwheeler riding. It was really fun! I hope to do it again sometime. Well now Lisa isn't going to be the only one at church who will have a baby. The Ames are expecting again yes folks I said it they are having another. This will be there 6th child now. I hope its a girl there are only two girls out of the 6.

I hope Lisa's baby is very healthy and is a girl. I hope to visit Lisa some time after her sickness is over I don't want to be there when she isn't feeling good. But after I'll try to visit her. Carissa 4 of the shirts you gave me don't fit so I gave them to Laura she loves them. Brandy I had fun last night with you and Rach. Going to staples 6-6-6 LOL (inside joke)! My dad said that's not good on the car...But who cares it's fun! Well hope to visit you sometime soon to go fourwheeler riding. Bye now!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Sleepless

I only had 4 hours of sleep last night. I was at a friends birthday party at a hotel in Effingham. We stayed up till 2 in the morning and then her mom said we were going to have to wake up at 6 cause they wouldn't go to sleep. But it was lots of fun I can't wait till next years party. It started at 7 but my dad had to go to the insurance lady's house so we didn't get there till 7:30 which was still all right. When we go to the lady's house she sent me to there den to watch some t.v. cause there stuff was boring and she new I wouldn't like it. After like ten min. Of being down there alone her son came down. He is fifteen. He was really nice we sat there by our selves on different couches for all of you dieing to know. We watched MTV Cribs. We talked a little, he asked me my name, my school, if I was in sports and stuff like that. He was kinda cute I might add but not really hot just cute. My dad said that him and the insurance lady was talking about us LOL and she asked how old I was and she's like he is only 2 years older than her. I don't think they liked that she was like he is still to young to date though and my dad said the something.

when my dad was done we went to my party in Effingham. It was a blast! There was this one really cute boy there was was only one year older than me I think. I think he liked me cause he flirted with me a lot! We stayed in the pool till like around 10 or 11. When they made us get out of the pool so they could lock up we went to the boys room that liked me and was cute and sat I front of the door to be stupid he had a little sister who was my age so I didn't do anything, plus I have a boyfriend. After camping out in front of that boys door till he got they we watched "A walk to remember" the greatest movie ever. When there was commercials we painted our nails and played "would you rather".

Monday, July 10, 2006

Hi umm sorry


Hi sorry I made the last blog twice. I haven't been doing anything lately besides being on the computer. My sister wrecked her car. My cousin Lisa we just found out yesterday is pregnant. Thats the happiness so far. Then yesterday I went to my other cousin Kristens Baby Shower! I was the maker of the games so I couldn't play them. She got alot of stuff and was really happy. My cousin Lisa that anounced that she was pregnant, is 7 weeks now. I'm so happy for her! Brandy we need to go fourwheeler riding today since it is nice out. Call me and we can go. My friend April wants me to go to her house this weekend or next to stay the night. Some time I'm going to wash off my trampalin cause there is a bunch of sticky stuff all over it. Its making me mad cause I can't jump on it and I want to. This is what I look like since my hair cut. I just got dont cleaning my moms car. What fun...NOT!!!! well got to go and call brandy to go fourwheeler riding. bye